why me

As you may know I am Just me Jim W, At 58 years old, I have no wife, no X-wife, no kids, no pets, no money,
Do I have family, friends, and most of All, I have God in my, My life, God's plan for me, I not to have that special person, in my life.
Why is so hard for me to be alone on st valentine's day?,I know I cannot change God's plan for me.